School Tomorrow... Joy.

*yawns* Today's been such a long day, but yet, it's going by too quickly. Every minute bringing me closer to the morning beel ringing for school tomorrow. Something which, like usual, I'm dreading. And I don't even know whether it's a day 1 or a day 2 either. O_o

I hope it's a day 1... That way I can get careers over with first. I hate Mr. Pleasant, he's such a moron. Since the beginning of February he's kept me FOUR times after school or lunch. Though I only went to like two of them, hehe. I didn't deserve those others anyway!

Really, I didn't! Like we were in the computer lab, and he told me to help Brandon get caught up with the Learning Styles Profile... So I'm explaining everything to Brandon, and the bastard yells at me for talking! And it's not like he was either. -_-' I just hope I can pass it (though it's not looking good), and get it over with!

Besides that, I'm gonna get bitched at for not finishing my career questions, or art "scratch board" project. What can I say? I hate homework. I think 6 hours of minless, pointless work is more than enough for one day, ne? Atleast french and english should be bearable... They're the only classes I can easily get away with writing or doodling in my notebook. ^^

Wow, I'm talking about school. I think I've just proven how utterly bored I am. There's nothing to do around here! Everyone intereting to chat with is either away or just not online. My mom's bitching at me once again. I don't even know why this time. I've been in my room since I woke up, and it's like 5:45pm, so it's not like I've done anything in the course of the day to piss her off. Meh, she's probably just taking out her problems with Laura and Rene out on me... Like usual.

Seriously! That's like all of our conversations are anymore; Me listening to her bitching about everyone, including me, and if I have anything to say about it, I just get to hear it worse. She doesn't understand what it's like to only hear how you fuck up, or what a fuck up your family is. And it's not like she ever apologizes or says she doesn't mean any of it either.

Then, when she's done her little bitching bout for moment, she returns to normal, and tries to have normal conversations with me. And, not very surprisingly, I'm not too bloody cheerful after getting torn down. Then she bitches at me all over again for 'having an attitude' or 'being too cold' or 'being uncaring'. I DO care, just not about what everyone's problem is. Including my own. I know what's wrong with me. Why I am the way I am. I don't need anyone to simply presume about that.

Oi, I think all of this being bored is getting me in a bitching mood. Or the constant bitching. In either case, I've been really short and bitchy with everyone I've talk to, save for Sarah, of course. It felt good though, taking out a bit of my frustration on that bitch Kayla. That's what she gets for adding me, now isn't it? Especially adding me knowing I hate her. So, to piss her off I usually don't say any of others than "heh," "whatever" and "that's nice." Hehe, it gets to her. And when I'm not doing that I'm correcting her pathetic spelling, grammar, and logic. Ah, the joys of pissing people off without having to yell, eh?

Hmmm... I wonder what there is to do for the rest of the night. Or atleast until Global's weekly Sunday night line up. So far today I've just either listened to music, or played the second Full Metal Alchemist PS2 game.

It's awesome so far! Alot better than the first one! Especially because it's actually all said by the characters, so you don't have to read countless pages dialogue. Plus, Mustang's been in it alot more... And Hughes is actually in it. And Scar! So much bishie goodness! It's alot funnier so far too... Ah, the joys of Hughes and his pictures. XD

Well, Sarah-chan's back from re-piercing her ears, so I shall go chat with her until I feel lie shutting myself in my room for the rest of the night. With the way things are going, I'll probably be writing in here again soon! Ja ne!

Quote of the Moment: "It's hotter than two chimeras mating in a boiler room..." -- Edo-chan, in the FMA PS2 game. Yeah, Edo's weird. ^_^;;

Two In Less Than 12 Hours

Wow, I'm writing again quickly, if I do say so myself. My mom's leaving, to go with Laura for some reason or another, so I decided not to pass up the oppurtunity to have the computer, since I won't be able to much when I go back to school on Monday.

I can't believe how quickly March Break has went by this year... Last year was so painfully slow. Well, I guess that's what happens when you're having fun. I still can't believe I only got to see Sarah once though... Atleast we got to talk on the phone alot. And I mean alot.

This time in Windsor was alot more... peaceful, for lack of a better word, than last time. Oh yeah, I never wrote about what happened last time, now did I? Well, I suppose it's about time that I did!

Well, as you know, I moved to Oshawa in October, so my dad agreed to pay for me to come down to Windsor just after Christmas. From December 27 until January 5, I think. Well, except that Lynn wasn't happy with the date I was going down, everything seemed to be in order, and this trip looked like it was going to be fun! Boy, was I ever wrong...

My dad picked me up at the Via station, and I was happy as hell to be back in my home town. It hadn't been very long, but I had missed it like crazy. Anyway, we went back to his new place and just hung out for a while. Catching up on what had happened while I had been gone. (Finding out things like the CountrySide Donuts exploded on Christmas day... O_o) Anyway, that evening, Lynn called my dad and ordered that he go out partying with her. And him, being the whipped man that he is, went with her. Leaving me alone on my first day in Windsor. Yay...

Well, my dad didn't get home until I was already in bed, in the process waking me up. Within a few minutes of that Lynn came banging on the door and yelling. So, my dad went outside and they both started yelling. Somehow they thought that going outside I wouldn't be able to hear them... I guess they failed to realize that I was sleeping right next to the window they were arguing beside.

Well, they continued for a while, as I struggled to get some sleep. Afterall, I had to get up early that morning to catch the train. Anyway, somehow the argument turned to me, getting my full attention. Who the hell needs sleep when you can find out what people truly think about you, ne?

Anyway, I heard Lynn yell some stuff about some picture I had out in my room (Of my mother) that she didn't like, and how I'm 16. I don't know what she was bitching at my age about, but it was getting really annoying. After a few more minutes of hearing her bitch about me, I got out of bed (Or technically the couch), and opened the front door. I simply, and rather nicely, considering how pissed I was, said. "If you're gonna bitch about me, can you not do it so loud next to my window?"

Apparently, little-miss-bitch Lynn didn't like that. She glared up at me and yelled. "Why don't you just shut the fuck up?!"

That did it. I was fed up of all of her shit, and wasn't going to put up with it anymore. I hopped down from the porch, and she came stomping up me. She began yelling about something... How her yelling shit about me was none of my business. She started waggling her finger right in my face. Seriously, like centimetres away. I simply swatted her finger away, rather roughly. She grabbed my arm and was about to hit me, and I cocked my fist back, ready to hit her, when my dad stepped in between. I still threw my punch, which only ended up hitting my dad in the back. Even though Lynn said it hit her precious face... Boo fucking hoo.

Well, my dad started yelling at me for that. Saying it was all my fault. So, even though it was like 3am, I went for a walk. Nowhere far, just down to Tecumseh Road, tears streaked down my face. I saw the phone booth at McDonald's, and was gonna go call my mom. I needed someone to talk to, and it was clear that nobody back there could listen. I tried to call collect, but out cheap ass phone service won't let us accept collect calls. Shit! I went to walk back home, when I saw my dad walking towards me.

He said that Lynn had went home, so we both headed back, in hopes of finally getting some damn sleep! Well, when I got home, my dad went right to bed, and I was still too upset to sleep, so I called my mom, and explained everything. She didn't like that. So she called Lynn and let her have it, so I found out later.

Once Lynn got off the phone with my mom, she came storming back, yelling about my mother. That got my dad really, really pissed off at me. So, for a while I got to hear it from them both for a while. Then me and Lynn started at it again. Her mocking me, and me making smart-ass sarcastic comments back.

I swear, being a Vegeta fan has really wiped off on my personality. Or it could have been that it was now 5am. Anyway, I made a comment and Lynn says to my dad about me. "Look, she thinks she's equal to me." I simply smirked, and crossed my arms over my chest. "Hmph, no, I'm superior to you." Hehe, I started laughing after that...

Well, this continued until well after 6am, before the bitch finally left. My dad had to stop me from socking her one quite a few times. I wish I could've hit her, she deserved it. Making little comments about me and my past. Ones she knows bother me. Like saying that I'm not my father's child. Something she knows I had to hear throughout my whole fucking childhood from the Bury clan! And just alot of other stuff I don't feel like getting into.

It was only a matter of time until Lynn and I crossed pathes again. My dad and I ended up going to Lynn's. The only reason I went was to see the boys. Anyway, we started arguing again. And then I started arguing with my father. So, to get away, I went for a walk to the park with my walkman to clear my head.

When I got back, it seemed eerily calm. I didn't really fight anymore. I just went to bed, since I had no way to get home. I got up very early, and went to the bus stop to head back to my dad's. On my way out, I found my mom's email address written down on a piece of paper on the kitchen table. Curious... I didn't understand how they could get it. Only I knew it. Well, I pocketed the paper, and went on my way, not giving it a second thought.

Anyway, things wrapped up awfully in the last few days. Lynn making my last day hell. And I was depressed from not having the chance to see Sarah at all while I was down. Well, I finally made it home to find out one thing; Someone had hacked my MSN account the night I went for a walk.

My mother said that someone logged in as me, and started talking to her. Saying that she's a psycho bitch, and I hate her, and she ruined my life. Pretending to be me, of course. My mom knew it wasn't me though. Not my writing style. Anyway, they still somehow had my mom's email, and started emailing her some cruel things. My mom struck back, and they went to war. Something that's thankfully over now.

Yeah, I couldn't wait to get back to Oshawa after that, so I didn't realize how much I missed it. This time was alot better, and it made me realize how much I miss living there.

I really wish I could move back there, but I can't. I couldn't bear living with my father again, especially not while Lynn's still in the picture. And my mother won't move back down, so I'm stuck here. Well, atleast until I can get my own place. Which means I'll need a job... Hehe. ^_^;;

But I am starting to think that I could bear living with my dad if it means I get to see Sarah again. And go to a school I love. But, I'm still not sure. Things could go like they did the first time, and it could push me to the brink off suicide once again. I also know if I leave my mother's I won't be able to come back. So, I have to choose carefully. I don't want to do anything anyway until after this school year.

Well, once again, I'm out! I've done more than enough blog writing for 12 hours. Now, if I could only put this much energy into my seemingly endless updates... Then I wouldn't be way behind. ^_^;; Anyway, ja!

Quote of the Moment: "Can you sail under the command of a pirate, or can you not?" -- Captain Jack Sparrow (Watching PotC ^^)

I'm Back.... Again!

Wow, I totally forgot about this thing. ^_^;; Hehe, but Dasha reminded me about it. Yeah, apparently I live quite the interesting life... Not the word I'd use to describe it, but pretty damn close.

Hmmm... Alot's happened since I last wrote in it. I believe I had just gotten back from Anime North, and found out that we had been raided while I was out of town, ne? Well, now, out of town would be considered going back to Windsor. That's right, I moved to Oshawa!

Why? You may ask. Why would I leave a city that has a school I like, my best friend, father, and step-brothers? Well, that's quite simple. I couldn't take it anymore. Since the murders life had just gotten weird. Alot of rumours had started, and everyone looked at us weirdly. Like we're the murderers. Infact, some people actually believed it.

Well, atleast now I'm away from that. In a city where nobody knows who I am. Where nobody can recognize me, or judge me because of the uncontrolable events of my past. Plus, I am closer to Lori, Eric, Kristine, and Kyle out here too.

Also, my current school, O'Neill isn't that bad, I suppose. Alot better than Central, the first school I went to when I moved out here. I swear, it was a total dumbass school... And I know I'm a dumbass, but I'm not that dumb. >_<

Hehe, a good thing is that O'Neill has an Anime Club. Something Herman never had... I think the only clubs Herman had were chess and debate. Well, and the countless sports clubs. Damn jocks... But I still liked the teachers better, and the students. Hell, that's where I met Sarah-chan... *sniffles*

Oooh, speaking of Sarah, that bitch raped my pants! Yes, you heard right, raped! As in touched-without-consent! Hehe, I went down to Windsor for the better part of March Break, and we got to hang out at Tecumseh Mall. That's where the rape occured!

I was sitting innocently on the bench, between Sarah and Kevin, minding my own business when suddenly, without warning, she began caress, and touch the buckles down the side of my legs! And it gets worse, she also... Undid the zippers down my legs! That damn onna... Good thing she "tripped over that bucket."

Hehe, I was supposed to be back at my dad's at 5, and I was late, so I called him and told him I had to stay late, on the grounds that Sarah had tripped over a bucket in the mall and twisted her ankle. So me, being the good friend I am, had to stay and tend to her wounds. ^_^

Oh yeah, I guess I should explain who Kevin is, eh? He's Sarah's ex-boyfriend, who she decided to hook me up with. That little mall trip was supposed to be a date, but I wouldn't let Sarah leave. XD There's no way in hell I would miss seeing her while I'm down to hang out with some guy!

Besides, I don't know if I even want a boy or girlfriend. I'm single, and I really like it that way. Or atleast pretend to. Heh, I've only been through hell when it comes to the whole "love" thing, and try to stay away from it. Besides, I'm too untrusting to "love" anyone. But I did promise Sarah I would atleast try it out... Kami, wish me luck! That is, if he ever asks me out... He said he likes me, and I mean really likes me. Joy...

*sighs* Something that hasn't changed since I last wrote is that I'm still in love. In love with someone who couldn't care less about me anymore. Yeah, the same bastard. Oh well, I'm hoping to get over it soon. ^_^;;

Ooooh, on a more random, and fun note, I got another package from Mental! And once again, it can with autographs! Hehe, another one from Chris Sabat... This time saying "Be your own mommy, bitch!" Mental told him to do Vegeta's answer to the question "Will you be my mommy?" I also got some from Sean Schemmel, and Yuri I forget his last name. Sasuke's voice actor. ^^

She also sent me a Japanese phrase book, a thingy from Mexico, some FMA graphic novels and episodes, and of course... Letters to bishies! Her brother even sent me a letter for Vegeta... Hehe, I feel special. Now, just to get them answered and sent back... That'll take a while, but I wanna sent her package back on Monday. ^^

Oi... I've been typing for a while, and all of the people I was chatting with have logged off, due to being sick or time zones, so I'll log off too. Besides, I bought the new "Ultimate Uncuts" in Windsor, and I wanna watch 'em! =D Ja ne!

No quote this time! Woot!